Forgive the unforgiven ...

Aiz , soon , y u wan say like tis ? if u think i betrayed u , u can juz scold me infront all of frens , but in fact , i didnt done tis to u , never!i realli treat u as fren , i being hurt always , i know ur feel , i know u n her , coz i hav a sis oso , not juz a sis,i got 3 ..can u pls dun judge ppl by their appearance mar ?do u know my feel mar?.. nvm la , there's no wrong or right , it juz frenship 4ever .. these few days , i keep ask u , u keep say duno , y ler?u waitin for something? i hope i've misunderstood u ,i wanna ask very long time edi , izit u still luving him?u stil waitin him?will u say 'yes' to him if he came back to u?i duno , u cant giv me any confident, tat u'll in luv wif me ..Maybe they r right ,maybe got first time, sure got second time,but i still belif ,u is the gal i wanna to find.. I,maybe duno play piano or organ for u , I ,maybe duno say jokes to make u happy , I , maybe duno how to care bout u , I , maybe not the type u wanna to since u met him .. i Nvm , but at least dun cheat urself , dun force urself to luv the one u edi 4get long ago to 4get him .. im not a tool , im not a sub .. i know , he's important for u , since today ,onli i know .. how clear u both know each other , i , juz can reach infront ur door(heart),but he had went in long ago .. maybe we both r not suitable for each other anyway .. u should know it clearer than i . aiz, wat am i saying now?i duno , i so stressed , im so ... did i ever told u , tat u met him , u will feel happier ?especially u both can alone .. everytime i see, u r so close wif him .. after spm , everything will b clear .. i tired edi .