Smile of Angel ..

u know mar?even though how tired i am , i oso wish to continue tis journey..maybe u've change a bit , but i starts to 'biasa' for it .. i getting on ur steps , juz like today , when u walk too fast ,u will make it slower to wait me ,everything i can see through ur actions...maybe luv sum one doesnt nid to show it out , maybe luv sum one doesnt nid to say out anyway .. at least i think i've given the second chance to correct my mistake , i feel very lucky , best luck ever .. everyone oso know, a successful guy , behind sure got 2 gals support him de , off course one is my mom la(in my heart , my mom always 18^^) , another is u .. im sry ler , i juz keep hurting u , u'll rela become quiet becoz of me , but i duno y , in front u n frens , we cant talk many things de , maybe is like tat gua .. i maybe duno play piano , but if u like, i'll start at december , coz i oso minat it back edi ..it's not too late for everything if we got dream , right mar ?dream the luv , luv the dream instead ..im not request anything from u , but i realli hope anything happen u would tell me , even though it will hurt me , share wif me , can mar?i didnt mean to guard u , but at least , one simple sms tell me tat u r safe ,even though juz a 'en' word .. aiz, i at here promise myself, for anyone tat watch my blog shall be my saksi ,tat i would never let her felt upset anymore .. i'll keep my promise at here .. maybe it'll nid time to walk always from the past , but till tat day u is free from anything , i wanna u to accompany me to finish tis journey ..it's meaningless wifout u , for me ..actualli i still care bout him n u , but yet it juz a lesson for me ,to learn wrong from the past .. whenever i feel uncomfort or sad , ur smile is juz everything for me , ntg more .. at least i feel tat ,being silence is juz another way for romance .. The keychain u gav me symbolised u n me ,unless u take off the keychain by ur own in front of me , then i'll know tat u've gave up edi ..but tat keychain make me giv ppl say i am sissy =.= .. always ppl ask , got boy wear tis kind of things de meh?aiyo ... juz like the show, if a boy hav many gf is a normal things , then i juz nid one enuf ..luv too many ppl juz too tired , u is juz enuf for me .. life is juz a puzzle, searching every piece of it, pacing it one by one .. if Mona Lisa's smile is a miracle , then ur smile for me is a legend ..

Forgive the unforgiven ...

Aiz , soon , y u wan say like tis ? if u think i betrayed u , u can juz scold me infront all of frens , but in fact , i didnt done tis to u , never!i realli treat u as fren , i being hurt always , i know ur feel , i know u n her , coz i hav a sis oso , not juz a sis,i got 3 ..can u pls dun judge ppl by their appearance mar ?do u know my feel mar?.. nvm la , there's no wrong or right , it juz frenship 4ever .. these few days , i keep ask u , u keep say duno , y ler?u waitin for something? i hope i've misunderstood u ,i wanna ask very long time edi , izit u still luving him?u stil waitin him?will u say 'yes' to him if he came back to u?i duno , u cant giv me any confident, tat u'll in luv wif me ..Maybe they r right ,maybe got first time, sure got second time,but i still belif ,u is the gal i wanna to find.. I,maybe duno play piano or organ for u , I ,maybe duno say jokes to make u happy , I , maybe duno how to care bout u , I , maybe not the type u wanna to since u met him .. i Nvm , but at least dun cheat urself , dun force urself to luv the one u edi 4get long ago to 4get him .. im not a tool , im not a sub .. i know , he's important for u , since today ,onli i know .. how clear u both know each other , i , juz can reach infront ur door(heart),but he had went in long ago .. maybe we both r not suitable for each other anyway .. u should know it clearer than i . aiz, wat am i saying now?i duno , i so stressed , im so ... did i ever told u , tat u met him , u will feel happier ?especially u both can alone .. everytime i see, u r so close wif him .. after spm , everything will b clear .. i tired edi .