Dream n Hope ..

Yesterday i hear my fren say,is better tat we juz treat all frens as frens,dun ever let yor heart touched by others,coz in sch life,any relations wont last 4ever..at first,i juz tell him,it juz maybe,not all of them..But maybe he is right anyway ..plus he oso say,gal wil changed in certain ages,such as 16-17 ,after sch life,21-22 ...so its better for us to find a gf tat age 21-22 or older...as their mind has grown up,has a aim of their life,and their thinking wont change easily,so a relationship will last longer,maybe till 4ever...Izzit age realli important in love mar?at first i always think tat ages wont affect the luv between u and him/her...But then i realise when i met her..One day, my fren,gal de,his bf is after sch edi,now in colledge..she's always happy in our eyes,but one day she felt sad,coz argue wif his bf,or facing consenqueces i think..Then i think,ages realli affect relations between couple mar?Sigh,i now feeling myself,juz like one leg standing on 2 boat ..I feel confuse ler ...spm wanna reach,trial oso ...But then i still thinking tis stupid relationship..I duno y,these days she veli cold to me,i realli heart-broke jor ...Maybe miss someone no nid to say out,or perhaps she didnt miss me at all...Y anything i oso muz know from him,but not from her?i feel i realli failure lor ..First love always the sweetest memory in heart,and the most unforgetable too...but most of the first love,wont last 4ever ...Izzit god play us mar?at first i realli think she was my first,n i hope she would be my last too...But however...aiz,oso past edi,dun wan say back lar...Then i heard my 'sis' say,tat her parents is first love,i feel shocked lor ...at least i know there is a thing,where first luv would last 4ever..Though her family always argue,but at least they wont say divorce or wanna run away from home,im glad of it ...Y i always fail in achieve success in luv geh?i see my fren all 'pancing' one time,straight get the fish;zzzz i duno pancing how many time,but no fish wanna come to me >.< ...maybe yong sui gua :D.. i feel myself very boring,cant entertaint ppl,cant think of any topic to chat wif ppl,but at least im not cold-hearted ar.. y ler?y the one i care bout will do such things to me?very hurt ...y ler?y tis things always happen to me de?since tat day,i edi cant realli feel wat is luv,how's luv taste like..If being cold to me is the onli way for her to treat me,then i will feel GLAD !!aihz,no matter la..i know u doesnt want to hurt me infront of frens,but doesnt mean u can tell a lie to all of us ..wat is duno?as u admit urself,u waitin for another prince to touch-ed u..Aiz,it juz enuf,juz 'finished' me ba... Even i one whole week didnt find u,u oso wont feel anything de .. hmm,i wonder izit miss sumone ,wanna find him/her oso so hard mar ?or perhaps,u didnt feel anything..Maybe my guess is rite..I feel very weird,n curious,y im completely opposite wif wat is it for now .. i tot gals suppose to b loyal,but then y it turn to me?being dump by her ... NvM la,is juz past ..maybe u rite,we're now either is fren,or become stranger .. i hope to leave away from here,i realli hope to .. I juz cant blame,not ppl dun wanna appreciate us,is just our 'price' in her eye,is not worth yet to make her appreciate ..